Why do I have a such a fickle personality?
So I'm not completely sure anymore if I really do want to move to Utah. I know that I would have to decide soon. As in.. being like tomorrow at the latest. I would live with April or Kristin and John, and I'd be able to get really close to them before they all moved away. By the time I graduate high school and I enroll in BYU, April will be the only one still there, and we wouldn't even be together very much. I want to hang out before they all move away *Tear* But I know that if I DON'T do it by second semester than I will go for Spring Break most definetly. Because I'm not going to Disneyland or going to the beach and I wanna have a heck of a fun time! I was thinking me and some friends could go down to Utah, stay there and drive down to Phoenix and hang out w/ Cody and John and go like sand boarding. Since I'll be missing out on Californian beaches I wanna live it up someplace warm and totally soak up the sun. Maybe summer? I don't know what I want anymore. i wanted to go to Utah to get happier, to be more with family, possibly therapy, enjoy church again, maybe take institute or take colleges classes?
posted by Marisha @ 10:17 PM
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sounds like a matter that could be and needs to be discussed with Heavenly Father. He knows you best and knows where you will be the happiest. He always knows which place will help you reach what he has in store for you the best! I noticed that when I talked to him like He is my friend, in prayer, and on my knees, I feel like He hears me best. No more standard prayers that all sound the same for me. I say, "Ok, Heavenly Father, here is my situation and I don't know what to do! And please help me that [insert name] won't get on my nerves anymore. I think he's/she's really annoying lately!" ahah, i'm serious! I say, "I know what is best for me, but I have a hard time reading scriptures/going to church. Help me want to do it more cause I know its what you want from me. And bless me to know its true and why i'm here." my hardest thing is putting things in the eternal perspective. sorry, i'll step off my soapbox. I just went off because i think i needed to hear myself say that. love you. hope it helped you, it helped me. when in doubt, go the prayer route! i must made that up! coooooool!!!!!!!
too bad that wouldn't rhyme if I was one of those weirdo's that pronounced "route" as "rooot" >.<
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