I guess I'll have to take the bad with the good..
Homecoming on September 30, 2006? as if. [Don't tell anyone I just said that] But on a better note, I am having my own wild homecoming celebraccion! [So I convert English words into having Spanish endings, deal with it!] Nicole, Katy, hopefully Becka, and I are going to eat at some fancy place, such as The O.G. or something good. Then, we're going to head over to the delightfuly fun, fresh-aired Celebrity Bowl where we'll play a few games or so, in *Dundundun* Our Homecoming dresses! Yeah that's right. We're getting all dressed up to go to dinner, bowling.. oh yeah, and did I mention we're going to a movie/renting one after that as well? I'm so pumped! So I just need to figure out how to do my hair myself. I suppose I'll have to play around with it for a while. And I'll probably have to pick James up from the airport.
But on the sad side, I won't be able to venture into Utah. *Pouts* I didn't even know Mom and Dad planned this little family vacation until very recently. Meh.
So my dress was only 48 dollars, I got it at Mariposa, it's brown and cuuuute, and has flowers and is trimmed with satin creme lace. yippie! BUT. I'm so pissed off right now, and I don't even want to go. We cannot find a brown that's the same shade or material as my dress. And Mom isn't about to let me wear it "immodestly" which really pisses me off, cause I'm not wearing a hideous jacket. So Mom was like, OOoh, do this!: Get lace, itchy creme colored material and slap it on for cap sleeves. I'm depressed about this now. asl;kajsdf;lasdkj! And frustrated. I hate it. I hate it so much.
Call me a brat. Or ungrateful.
I'd rather wear it immodestly then wear it how it will probably eventually turn out. It's not even pretty anymore. In fact, now I rather hate it.
I hate not having my own free will. I really don't. I can only choose between things that have already been chosen. Am I making sense? Now i'm in a bad mood.
Whoever said journal writing makes you feel better?
Freakin a.
posted by Marisha @ 4:04 PM
3 Comments:
Hey, that sucks about your dress. When mom told me about it she said she thinks you guys found a solution, so that's cool. It sucks that you won't be here that weekend but I was thinking about it and even though I was totally looking forward to it, I know it would have been hard for me to study, cause I wouldn't have wanted to. So I think all in all it worked out the way it was supposed to. I love you! Sorry I didn't get to post my blog yet, I'm going to though! Today!
I forgot to tell you that i had a pelvic ultrasound done last week to find out if i had cysts because i've been having bad pain. it was kinda sad to see an empty uterus. it looked so lonely in there! someday though! :) good news is that i don't have cysts. oh, AND i found out the moles removed off my back are NOT cancerous but are "abnormal." i'm like, OH THANKS! cause the doc sent me a letter that said, "they are definitely abnormal, so we need to take a look at all of them sometime to find out of the other ones look weird too." or something like that. he's really cool. kinda nice nerd that you can tell would be a good father. but at the same time, (lol) he's totally hilarious without even meaning to be! when derek and i were in his office after he took of my moles he said, "see? that wasn't too bad. once i had a lady in here that needed a mole removed from her PUBIS." (yes, he used and emphasized that word without a smile on his face). "it was quite embarrassing for both of us. i figured it was a one time deal because i never saw her again after that. it was different." i was like oh my gosh! derek afterwards said, "did he just say pubis?" it was soooo funny! but he was cool cause he was answering all of derek's random medical questions. you know D!
so so far i'm normal! just gotta make sure my yearly exam, PAPSMEAR! (or however you spell it) is normal. that would suck if it wasn't! i'd have cancer or something! ew! lol, i KNOW its normal. dude, just be happy you have 2 more years to go before you have to have the doctore put a big fat metal thing in.. you know what? nevermind. ignorance is bliss. you DON'T want to know. :) dude, its 2:45 am. i was off at 1. but i was studying and have more to do for the night. if i have it in me why stop right?
did you get the dress thing figured out? maybe the dead bored indians at penn park are real nice and will suddenly make your sexy dress grow really attractive sleeves that fit the style perfectly! i mean come on! dome lights and shadow running is boring! why don't they actually do something specatular? like one day you sit down to practice your piano songs that still look foreign to you because you haven't practiced yet and all of a sudden you sit down and Apache Chipewyan (yep, the ankle grabber one) takes over your fingers and you start playing it like a professional. now THAT would be cool! Ross should shake some creative dust around his neighborhood and we'll see what happens NOW! lol. i'm SUCH a dork. especially because i found this website that transforms your name into authentic indian names. Yeah, mine is Dagmar Salty Buffalo. mmmmmm!!!
http://www.aspalta.cbc.ca/deaddog_asp/aininfo.asp
love you sis.
PBS!!
(post blog soon)
lol i just made it up.
i think i need to go home and sleep or something. i'm not even going to proof read this craziness... as i am a bit scared myself!
love ya,
Dagmar
update me! how is twinkle toes doing? we all really appreciate that you're taking care of her for us. how was homecoming, do tell! :) hope you're doing well and that you post a blog soon with sexy pictures of you! i love ya~
we all miss you tons, especially lexi!!
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